Wednesday - 21/6/06

Hols are ending soon. Went for art today. Praise the Lord it ended early. Whenever I had wanted to leave art or had the tot of pon-ing, it would always end early coincidentally. I think maybe God understood my circumstances.

I took advantage of the early dismissal and went to Toa Payoh to meet Bryan for awhile. We went to play pool...I duno wads with the sidden obsession with pool but yar.. It was fun la. He was way better than me, so if I won, its only because he sunk the black ball before finishing the rest....

He drove me home, and I called Ms Ong to tell her about my decision of which church I wanted to go to. Dont get me wrong; I love FCBC. Just that...I feel closer to God in CHC...I've got great friends there to help me maintain my faith in Him. But after I talked to Ms Ong ... I duno...I felt strange.. She was supportive of my decision. I confided in her about some issues, and she gave good advice.

Dont tell me...The choices I made...was out of desperation for God...for acceptance.

But...When the darkness closes in, still I will choose to say...Blessed Be Your Name